Clara Belle / Jane Speidel, Mom Of Adam Waymire (son is Misha's angel friend-Susan is my dear friend ) Misha, I know that you must be happy to have "Belly" back with you-I know that she brings you comfort & love. It's a precious reminder to me, that in time, we will all come to you.
Please give comfort & peace to ur loved ones. Losing Belly deepens their pain of having lost you. In losing her, they yet feel another loss of you. Embrace them with understanding and love.
I think of you & your dear mother every day precious. Always in my heart & thoughts.
Sending hugs to you-give some of them to Adam & John. When my time to join you arrives, I hope that you are standing there with my loved ones, and Adam, John, and yes -- Belly too.
God Bless you Misha, and your loving family....
all my love, Jane-Adam's mom
REMEMBER/ Kimberly Singleton (Sisiter-in-law)
REMEMBER
The sun shines in early morn I remember you The cry of young ones I remember you The smile upon a child’s face Christmas morning I remember you The smell of a BBQ I remember you The smile as children swing I remember you The park at midday I remember you The clock turning 1:30 pm I remember you The new events your not here to see I remember you
Our boys wrestling I miss you Our water gun fights I miss you Our children; now not just cousins but close friends I miss you Our talks about life I miss you Our children taking walks with you I miss you Our new events your not here to experience I miss you
Your beauty so remarkable I think of you Your laughter becoming hard to remember I think of you Your protection above any ones for family and friends I think of you Your pride of becoming a bride I think of you Your excitement of pregnancy on your face I think of you Your cursing after a long hard labor I think of you Your enjoyment of shopping for your children’s cloths I think of you Your children’s birthdays, time with our family, Christmas morning I think of you Your Mother’s Day I think of you Your birthday no longer celebrated I think of you
But, mostly our children not remembering My heart breaks for you breaks
Misha, you are always remembered, missed, and our hearts break everyday without you!
A Memorial Day Tribute / Rosemary Sis Of ^j^ Alvin Cremeans
Thinking of you Wendy and wanted to let you know you will not be forgotten. God bless those who love and miss you so much. xoxo
Mother's Day / Maybe from Misha ON MOTHER'S DAY AND ALWAYS MAY YOU ALWAYS FEEL MY LOVE, ALTHOUGH MY BODY'S NOT THERE WITH YOU...YOUR HEART IS WITH ME UP HERE ABOVE.PLEASE DON'T THINK OF ME WITH SADNESS, MOMMY FOR I HATE TO SEE YOU CRY,KNOW THAT I'M BESIDE YOU STILL ALTHOUGH WE SAID GOOD- BYE. GOD GAVE TO ME THE MOTHER NO ONE ELSE COULD EVER BE, FOR IT WAS YOU WHO TAUGHT ME HOW TO LOVE SO UNSELFISHLY. I WILL FOREVER THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU ARE TO ME, FOR GOD CHOSE YOU TO BE MY MOTHER AND NO ONE ELSE I'D RATHER IT BE. SO THINK OF ME WITH LOVE TODAY AS YOU CELEBRATE THE HONOR OF BEING MY MOTHER.I'LL BE CELEBRATING TOO,YOU KNOW,FOR I LOVE YOU LIKE NO OTHER. THANK YOU FOR THE LIFE YOU GAVE AND ALL THE LOVE YOU HAVE FOR ME,KNOW I'M WITH YOU ALWAYS AND YOU'RE THE BEST MOTHER ONE COULD BE. I LOVE YOU, DEAREST MOMMY, AND I ASK YOU NOT TO CRY, FOR SOMEDAY YOU TOO WILL JOIN ME HERE WHERE WE'LL NEVER SAY GOOD-BYE! "WRITTEN BY DAWN ELMORE
Honoring your beloved Misha / Miranda Martin (admirer) I wanted to thank you from the bottom of my heart for having this tribute to your daughter. Your daughter is absolutely beautiful. There is nothing that I can write that will bring you any peace and comfort, but I wanted to let you know how comforting you have been to me. I too am hurting more than anyone knows. I am so grateful I stumbled upon your website! I am comforted knowing your Misha is an angel one who gave up her own life to look over hurt souls like myself. You have educated me and enlightened me more than you know. Thank you for creating, nurturing, and then allowing your Misha to become an angel. I pray for you and I pray to Misha.
Misha's angel date / Jane Speidel, Mom Of Adam Waymire (loving friend ) ((Susan))-Sending loving thoughts/prayers that today will pass gently for you. May you find comfort in Misha's memories, & peace from the Heavens above. May you feel Misha's angelic wings embracing you close to her, and her heavenly kisses. Keeping you close to my heart, Love, Jane
Sending loving thoughts on Mother's Day / Jane Speidel, Mom Of Adam Waymire (son is Misha's angel friend )
This poem is a special gift especially for you, All I ask is that you read it often, and every time you do I want you to see the person who, gave you this special gift... And I want their image to fill you with love and give your heart a lift.
Then I want you to hear their lovely voice and feel their warm embrace, And I want you to hear their laughter and see their smiling face.
And there's one more thing I need you to know - one more thing I have to say... I want you to know that they love you and think of you every day!
I am so sorry for your loss / Misha Kinderman (didn't know her ) I am deeply sorry for your loss. I recently lost my mother to suicide. I was looking for her name on this site but it hasn't been added yet. So I wanted to leave a message for someone here. I picked this site because my name is also Misha. Again, I am deeply sorry for your loss. All I know is that our loved ones are in awesome hands. They are truly happy and out of pain. They are always with us in our hearts and memories.
Just happened upon this page.... / Nikki Weller (none) I believe that there is a reason for pretty much everything,and I just so happened to click on Misha's name. I don't even know why her name stuck out so much,but I am glad it did. This page brought me to tears. I lost my Daddy to suicide in April 2006,and I also have a 3 yr. old girl. Misha was so beautiful. She seems to be a lot like my father by reading how funny and goofy she was. That's the biggest thing I miss about Dad. He was the light of my life when all else was dark. I don't know why such a beautiful,fun-loving,kind person would take their own life (neither Misha or my Dad). I do know that it was a split-second decision made out of anguish and terror. It's nice to know that there are others out there who understand my pain on a daily basis. Misha's Mom's description of the endless pain scratching your soul is perfect. That's exactly how I feel every minute of everyday. I hope it gets a little more bearable. Anyway,God bless Misha's soul and her children and family! What a gorgeous memorial you have! Rest in peace Misha!
I think of you often Sue / Donna Mom To Angie-Robert (someone who cares ) Hi Sue it has been a long time since I have spoken with you. Time flies by so fast.
A lot has happen for us over the last twenty two months and hopefully one day soon things will slow down.
How have you been? How are Kessa and Kayson doing?
I hope our daughters are together in Heaven enjoying their time. I can't wait until the day I meet Angie again. Tomorrow always brings us one day closer to seeing them.
Take care and God bless.
Heavens angels / Gill Mills (Mum of Chris Mills ) To Misha's Mum
However they go, suicide or murder - our loss is the same. Heaven needed angels and took ours. My thoughts are with you and the rest of your family. Misha found peace, I hope you do too.
xx Gill xx
I understand your pain / Connie To Misha and her mom - i share in your grief. Your daughter is absolutely beautiful and such a kind gentle soul. I understand the pain and heartache that you are feeling no matter how much time passes. I lost my brother in 1979 to suicide and its 27 years now. The pain is still there. Losing my nephew in 2003 in the same manner brought it all back.
Thank you for lighting a candle on sammy's website. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
God Bless you
connie
What a beautiful tribute / Janet Studdard (FFOS Retreat Friend ) Susan, you have created a truly beautiful memorial site for Misha. I am so sorry for the loss of your precious Misha. My heart goes out to you, your family and especially her children.
((( Susan ))) Holding you close to my heart today / Jane Speidel, Mom Of Adam Waymire (Susan's friend, son is Misha's angel friend )
(((SUSAN))) You have been in my thoughts and prayers all day long. Giving you big hugs today-as you miss your beautiful daughter Misha. Misha-hold your mom tightly in your angelic wings--and find a way to let her know that you are still with her. Prayers for comforting memories and strength from the heavens above-my dear friend, I know how hard this day is for you.
(((( Susan & Misha ))))
In Memory of my Precious Daughter, Misha Linn / Mom
It's so hard to think that it's been 8 yrs since I saw your beautiful face, heard your laugh or felt your touch. I get out of bed every day and put one foot in front of the other. I try to start the day and then that familiar ache starts creeping up my body and fills me with so much emptiness and pain, so deeply that it scratchs my soul and I wonder, Can I go on? And somehow I do. I don't know how I've survived 8 yrs without you. My beautiful girl, I love you with all I am. It seems like it was yesterday that I held you when you were a baby. From the first moment I saw you and first saw your face I fell hopelessly in love with you. I closed my eyes for a moment and opened them to find you grown. I miss those days when you spoke your first words, took your first steps and love and caring were all you needed. You were my best friend, my confidante, my only daughter, my biggest critic. When I'm doing my hair and looking in the mirror I long to hear you say, " My god Mom that looks awful" like it was..... And then you'd fix it for me. Or getting dressed to go out and hearing you say, " Your not going to wear that are you"? And then you dressing me. Like it was........ Coming in the house and opening the refigerater and saying, " What you got to eat Mom" Like it was......... Coming home from work and having all my laundry done and my house clean because you said, "Mom has worked all day I'm going to have all this done for her when she gets home". Like it was.... Seeing your big feet that you hated, I loved your big feet Misha. The way your one little toe laid over your other toe. Like it was........ Watching you play with all the kids, rolling around on the floor, letting them crawl all over you. Like it was........ Playing squirt guns with Tyler & Kayson, chasing them around the house and hearing their laughter and your giggles. Like it was...... You getting me down on the couch and tickling me and not letting me up. Like it was...... So many things I long to have back, like it was........ Like it will never be again. You are still my child and that will never change. I will love you forever and that is also unchangeable. You were one of my greatest accomplishments and a source of endless pride. I loved watching you grow up into a beautiful woman and those memories are ones I cherish and hold close in my heart. You were one of the greatest things that ever happened to me. There was nothing I'd rather see than your smile and nothing I'd rather hear than your laughter. On this day, the day you left us, know how much your family misses you and loves you Misha............. In Memory of My Beautiful Child, My Daughter, Misha Linn Who went to be with Jesus on May 20th, 1998 Until I see you face to face again, All my Love, Mom
Tribute To Misha / Glenda Stone (Friend) Thinking of you Susan.
Glenda
((( Mother's Day ))) / Jane Speidel, Mom Of Adam Waymire (caring friend, son is angel friend )
((( Susan ))) I think of you and sweet Misha everyday. I pray for this day to be filled with comforting memories. May Misha send you a sign to let you know that she is still with you. Always in my heart. ((( Susan & Misha )))
From Another grieving Mom / Cindy Janikowski (Friend of Susan's - POS ) Susan, Such a wonderful tribute for your beautiful daughter Misha. I am so sorry for your loss. It was great meeting you at the retreat. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Love and Hugs, Cindy Kevin's Mom forever http://kevinjanikowski.bravehost.com
(( SUSAN & MISHA )) / Jane Speidel, Mom Of Adam Waymire (Susan's friend, son is angel friend )
A heart of GOLD stopped beating Two shining eyes at rest God broke our hearts to prove He only takes the best